Hello, I haven't spoken to you lot for a while! I have had a good month's break from blogging, and in fact, a break from my social life altogether!
I hope you all had a lovely Christmas and New Year, I know I did! Although the never ending essay's I had slightly spoiled my fun!
That's all over now anyway, and instead of crying with stress, I am bursting with excitement, as I have a few things coming up to really look forward to!
On the top of the agenda is my 21st Birthday, which, I hope, is going to be amazing. Being surrounded with close family and friends.. what more could I possibly ask for?
People ask me if I feel any older since my last big Birthday (18th) and to be honest, I have to say I do. Every other Birthday since I can remember has been about the presents, the parties, the fun. This year, however, is definitely about spending time with those people who I love, those people who care about me, and those people who I want to spend the rest of my life with, and am so lucky to have. My cousin Andrew and his lovely Wife, Debbie are two of those people, but the birth of their new baby Eleanor means that they will just have to be there in spirit, which I know they will be!
Being (almost 21) has made me realise that I'm no longer a girl, but a woman, (as cheesy as that sounds) and I feel as though I'm ready to take on the world, and any challenges that may face me can be handled with confidence, stamina, and more ability than I've ever had before.
What does still scare me is not knowing what's around the corner, the fact that I am approaching the end of my degree, but still don't know what's next for me, and what path my life is going to take.
All I do know is, whatever life throws at me, I can safely say I'll be able to take it, with the help of all the support and I could possibly need!
